Maria!
Stop, stop!
Don't!
Please stop! Please...
I'll get the money!
Why did you do such a thing?!
Please... Help me!
I'll get the money!
I'm sorry. Please stop!
Please! Please!
If I could...
This time...
I would really want to forget my past.
Dearest Maria.
If only for a short while, I could return to
the happiness we shared at one time.
Kono yo no Hate
Episode 10 I'll Give the Light Back to My Little Sister
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The truck is full.
Why don't we get the rest when we go to the picnic tomorrow?
Thank you for everything.
No problem.
You're my sister.
I had Hiromi help, too.
She was a shot-putter, you know.
Really?
Are you talking about me?
You heard?
You always talk bad about me.
I was praising you.
My back hurts.
This will make her trust us more.
You told her?
- Tomorrow at Kannonzaki. - Won't she be suspicious?
A picnic for disabled children sounds pretty convincing, doesn't it?
I guess it'll be okay.
As long as we have no witnesses, we'll be okay.
And, I'm her husband, so I'll just shed a few tears.
Today's my last day here.
What time is it?
Late afternoon.
I slept so long.
I did, too.
Are you going to work?
I'll go back to my place to change.
I was planning to kill you when I found you.
Then, I would follow.
That sounds good.
But...
I still...
I love you, too.
I thought you quit drinking.
Not for long. I'm smoking again, too.
Did you have an abortion?
You're so blunt.
When?
Yesterday, but I didn't have an abortion.
I fell down the stairs.
Should you be working?
I want to stay busy.
Does Shiro know?
He didn't even know about your pregnancy?
Did he?
God probably thought I couldn't care for it,
so he took the necessary steps.
Maria. Isn't that enough?
You have no connection to Shiro anymore.
Just leave him alone.
- Good work. - Well done.
Where is he?
He's with you, isn't he?
Not with me.
Stop lying!
Give this to Shiro.
Why does he have all this money?
You should know why!
Hello?
It's me.
Maria...
I don't want to ask you this, but...
I need the money.
I gave it back to Rumi.
I need a lot more than that.
Or else...!
I don't have them.
I don't have the money.
If I did...
I know what you mean.
Nana could have her operation, right?
Sorry. It's impossible.
Bye.
Shiro!
Why shouldn't I go?
I would take you with me if it was a holiday.
They're going to kill you!
What?
Nana.
I'll be ready soon.
Good morning.
- Is that lunch? - Yes, I made a lot.
Let's go.
Mr. Naito, thank you for your third letter.
I think you think too highly of me.
I'm stubborn and can be selfish at times.
I didn't mean it when I said I didn't care if I never saw again.
I know you can understand.
Living in a world with no color can be dull.
I would want to look up at the bright sun,
even for a minute or a second.
Hey!
Help me!
They're going to kill Nana!
Sasaki?
That's right, from Kobe. He just got out.
I have no time to deal with him.
Are you sure you can't help me?
Money?
20 million yen.
Impossible.
I see.
Why do you have to clean up his mess?
They'll kill him.
He'll die soon from the drugs.
I don't understand you.
Why should you have to do this?
I don't want to hear your opinion!
Don't go.
I see the ocean.
Really?
They're going to kill you!
Can I ask you a question?
What?
It's a psychological test. It's quite accurate.
What is it?
The world has come to an end and there's just one boat.
You can escape with just one animal.
That's pretty final.
A horse, a sheep, a tiger or a peacock?
A peacock.
Me too, it'll make the boat look good.
Yeah. What does it mean?
It symbolizes what you cherish most.
What you long for.
The horse symbolizes your career.
I would've laughed if you chose the horse.
The sheep symbolizes love.
You wouldn't choose the sheep.
I don't get enough love.
The tiger symbolizes pride.
You don't have pride.
The peacock...
Symbolizes what?
Money.
Where?
Stop crying. Just try to remember.
Miura.
Where in Miura?
At the Kannonzaki lighthouse.
I've decided to volunteer my time.
I'm worried that I may get in the way,
but I want to help other children with disabilities.
I think I can find more courage through this.
Do the both of you help out in Chofu?
Yes, we do.
I called the Chofu office.
They didn't know about the picnic.
Did you really call?
Yes.
Yesterday, after we left?
Yeah.
The office wouldn't be open at those hours.
Are you going to kill me?
Just take it easy.
Let me off.
We wouldn't kill you.
Someone...
Someone! Help!
Someone! Help...
No.
You're going to die on your own.
She wet her pants.
Maria.
Maria...
How scary!
There's no one around. I guess it's too cold.
Just put her shoes back on.
All right.
Okay.
Who are you?
Stop!
You're going to kill him!
What does Rumi want with me?
She has something she wants you to see.
No...
She wants you to hear something.
It's a Saturday. I've got laundry to do.
And, I have a date.
Just go.
Can I ask you something?
What?
What are you?
Her slave?
No.
You're not her boyfriend. You know about the other men.
I guess it doesn't matter.
Thank you for coming all the way here.
I didn't want to come.
Just come in, please.
I really need the money now!
Shiro.
They did this to him.
He has to get the money to them.
I gave him a little more than usual yesterday.
He couldn't bear the pain and the fever.
I can't take him to a doctor.
He needs me.
Only me.
I just wanted to show you that.
No, I wanted you to hear him say it.
Please, hurry!
He needs more heroin.
He doesn't know what's happening right now.
He just has a need, but that's human nature.
Tell Maria what you told me earlier.
Heroin.
Sure, if you say it just once more.
Tell Maria.
I...
I don't love Maria.
One more time.
I don't love Maria.
- I don't love Maria. - I guess I win.
I...
Shiro!
- I... - Shiro!!!
I love Maria.
I... love Maria.
No, that's not true.
I love Maria.
Stop, you don't love Maria.
You love me!
I love you!
- I love... - Stop it!!!
...Maria.
I love Maria.
I'm sorry.
It's perfect timing, since you're quitting.
I think I'll quit this business.
I see.
So, you found the woman you were looking for?
Yes.
She's a hostess in Ginza.
And?
She said she was waiting for me.
And you believed her?
No.
But I almost did.
It would've been easier to believe it.
I plan to move to a quiet place and live with her.
Will she go with you?
Yes. I'm ready.
May I ask you something?
What is it?
Where do you go every day before we open?
You look so nice when you go out.
- I look different? - Yes.
Maybe I'm going to the end of this world.
Hello?
Police?
- I'm sorry. - Don't worry about it.
Your sister went home.
- She did? - Yes.
Your mother came by.
It's terrible what she had to go through.
Taking advantage of her blindness,
they got her to sign the marriage papers and tried to kill her.
The schemes that young people
come up with these days are really terrible.
They'll rob someone of their life
in order to fill their greedy hearts.
He saved her.
We were questioning him.
Thank you.
- I'll tell Nana... - No, don't.
Tell her it was the police.
I don't want her to think I'm still hanging around.
What can I do?
What can I do to help heal Nana's eyes?
This wouldn't have happened if she could see.
I guess I shouldn't lash out at you.
You must feel the same way.
Bye.
I'll take you home.
She got up once, but I put her to bed again.
She wasn't hurt or anything. She will be okay.
Okay.
I regret signing those adoption papers!
I'll have Nana stay here for a while.
Thanks.
I'll take care of the shop, stay upstairs.
Here.
What's this?
This is Blue. Take care of him.
Are you kidding?
Please, he's the blue bird of happiness.
- You should keep him. - I may end up killing him.
You're the only one I could think of.
Change his food every day. Water, twice a day.
Keep him in a warm room.
Okay.
You're getting married next week.
I hope she likes birds.
I will divorce her if she doesn't.
I'm sorry about today.
Good night.
You, too.
Have him take good care of you, Blue.
- Hello? - It's Maria.
How's Shiro?
He's sleeping.
Which do you prefer?
Do you want to help him, or kill him?
What's your point?
I'll get the money.
Somehow.
But, you can't have him.
I know.
You're serious about Shiro.
I won't get in your way, but...
But, what?
No more drugs.
If not, I'll go to the police.
How will you get the money?
What's it to you?
That's all I have to say.
Insurance Policy
Beneficiary: Sunada Nana
I love Maria.
Application for Change of Beneficiary
Takamura Shiro
You want to give your eye to your sister?
It's not like a kidney transplant
where you can survive with just one.
I want her to have both eyes.
That's impossible!
- Stop kidding around. - I'm serious.
The law doesn't permit that!
A living relative cannot donate their eyes.
Don't worry.
I'm going to die.
If you're serious... Show me.
Takamura?
Isn't it Takamura?
It's me, Ishii.
Will you stay for the concert?
I told you once...
that I wanted to see someone risk their life to save another.
But...
I'm responsible for making Nana live in darkness.
And, I need a large sum of money.
I'm not very intelligent, and I was tired of thinking.
You know, life insurance is paid out even if it's suicide.
I didn't intend to live very long anyway.
Lately, I'd been dreaming a little.
I get it.
I like your acting.
You want my sympathy.
I'll try to bring the price down for you.
Maria.
What?
Maria.
Oh, your name's Maria?
- Funny, isn't? - Why? It's perfect for you.
It's cold.
I have to go.
Bye.
I love Maria.
Maria...
I see the same dream over and over.
I always feel your warmth, but I can never see you.
Dearest Maria...
I can never see you.
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Transcribed from capture by groink www.groinkcaps.com
Episode titles & additional translation by calimerina